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-♥- My BAPT Cert - Only to be completed by Sept09
-♥- My Diploma Cert
-♥- That A|X Top
-♥- A New MP3
-♥- To have a total of 10k savings at e end of 2009 :)
-♥- Carefree & Loving Life
-♥- That White Adidas Watch, with gold plating
-♥- That Red Adidas Jacket
-♥- That Coach Tote Bag, Coach sling bag
-♥- Gucci Envy Me 2 perfume
-♥- Hair Extention
-♥- DS Lite (Pink)
-♥- Samsung F480 (Gold) to Pixon Pink


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Friday, January 30, 2009, 11:18 PM
♥Steamboat Session



Hooo.

Yesterday start work ler. So bored man. I was like still in holiday mode lor. Building castles in e air throughout e whole dae. Cos i was looking forward to e steamboat session at nite, whereby i can get to see all my beloved babies, bros. Knocked off at 7pm. Cabbed home. When e minute i reach home. All was waiting for me to play cards. Nb. At first lose around 50plus. Then kup with Yong He, at first was fine. Keep winning. But when e minute i go n wash e dishes. Luck starts to change ler, from bad to worse :( Lols. Wait till 10plus 11 bebe reached. He win e money back for me. Hees. So sweet. 
I admit my luck was damn sway yesterday. But Bebe's luck was good man. 
After awhile, Yu Qing and Ling Ling reach my place ler den have steamboat tgt, Bebe joined us aftermath. It was fun indeed =D Play cards till 3am. No choice so Bebe stay overnight at my place. Sleep till 6plus den have breakfast tgt den off he go chu shi ler. I was worried that he cant get used to my bed. Glad to hear that he had a good rest after all. Luckily he managed to catch some sleep, if not he sure veri tired e next dae :D 
I think I'm falling sick :( Boredom.


I hope u like e picture that i've framed it :D Cos that was e first picture that we took tgt :) & it looks so sweet.


To Darl Joy,
Darling, I dunno hw to tagg on ur new blog la. I hope u will get well soon okays? Dun overtired urself. I miss u so. Hope Ah Hong will get well soon too :D Lets hunt for a better job :D

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Thursday, January 29, 2009, 6:39 PM
♥新年快乐




























Hohoho. Happy Chinese New Year babies :) Had a fun man =) Lets start off with New Year Eve.  Baby came to my house and deliver hamper to Mummy. And talk talk for awhile. Then baby acc me to bring e food to my popo house den to sing siong to pick mummy up cos she is buying something there. Then back to my house again sit for a while den baby drive mummy n daddy to popo house and fetch me and ah di to cwp den baby back home and had his reunion dinner ler. 
Shopped with darling and ahdi at cwp. Bought 2 tops and 1 handbag =) Hehee. 
Then back to popo house and had reunion dinner :) 
Actually not supposed to meet baby but in e end still go n meet him with peeps. 
Actually wanna go esplanade there but went to China town instead. 
Baby suggested to draw our name tgt and hang it at his room :) 
Then back home and change our bed sheet that he bought last week :)  Then rest awhile then baby drive me home den he chu shi ler.

1st dae of new year reach home at 7am den bebe off to chu shi ler. I bet he is already a half dead fish ler. Lols. Was awaked by daddy. Then go popo house pai nian. Then after that go gan-ma's house pai nian at msia. Gan-ma keep pestering me to stay overnight ._. 
Actually feel like thon-ing at her place cos i noe my cousins will plan my night for sure. But no reception on my phone. Cant inform bebe, so in e end still came back spore. Thou i noe bebe will be busy with his stuffs, no time to acc me. But nvm la, as long as i can get to hear his voice jiu can ler :) 

2nd dae of new year as usual. Went to popo house gamble. Hehehe. Lady luck was with me =D Won about 70-90plus. Ah di bought Zhao Dong to popo house gamble also. All my relatives thought he is my bf. Wtf? Lols. He lucky la, play with me and win money tgt. Hahaha. Then after that slack with my bros. Then back home pack my clothes to bebe's house. Cos bebe will be free on Wed ^^ Then cabbed to bebe's house, put my things ler den we went to esplanade and find mummy and her friends. Then to Bao Lan Ah Yi's house for awhile. Chit chat awhile. Then after that back to my place, finally. After that after everything, we went to 
Hui Shan's house, as bebe was craving for mahjong session for a long time. But not enough people. Hahaa, 
When e first step he stepped into e house. Many commented e shirt that he was wearing. Lols. 
Cos before that he went to my house and pai nian ma, So have to wear a lil formal. Lols.  
After a while den we left e place ler. 
Bebe bought me for prawning. Was fun la. Saw his expressions, so cute. Lols. After that he bought me to Bird Park de Hill Top. The view was damn nice lor. Was supper happy there. But some quarrelling occurred between us :( After awhile jiu ok ler. =D After that Home Sweet Home =D






Friday, January 23, 2009, 8:11 PM
♥Had A fun weekend :)





Baby fetching me to work :D


Cute Kerlyn :P


Hooo. Back to postings. Didn't meet up with baby from last sat till Tues. A bit not used to it. :( Reached home after work, did some revision den surf net. Surf till 3am plus. Was awake by baby at 4am. Guess what? He told me he will pick me up in 10mins' time. Then fetch me to work e next morning. I was like HUH? Zhun bo? But i replied okok, den hanged the phone up w/o saeing a bye. Then quickly rush to toilet already. Yes, I was very tired indeed. But when i saw baby, 
i knew he is more tired then me :) And i feel that everything is worth it. 
Cos i see e effort he made in my eyes.
Reached his house at 5am. Sleep for 3hrs like that den up for work ler. As usual for Thursdays. 
Had lesson after work. After lesson back to baby's house. Then Hui Shan suggested to watch movie. 
Then out we go with e same creeps. Hui Shan fetch us to Cine, Watched ALL'S WELL END'S WELL 2009. It was quite funny la. Worth watching also. Then acc them to Sin tua at BP. 
Home Sweet Home at 5am plus again. x.x 

Took a 1/2 dae leave on Friday. But wasn't enough. :( Cos was really v v shag. Baby woke me up two times already yet i still sleep back again. So called office and change that 1/2 dae leave into a whole day instead. Anyway, Also not much people left in office. So just tell ling ling wad to do all these den back to bed ler.
Woke up around 11plus den cannot get to sleep ler. Cos used to wake up that timing already ma :( So pester baby till he bth den off we go to Jurong Point. Bought a Crocodile shirt for Daddy. Cos JP doesn't have his size, onli Bukit Batok West mall have it. So we planned to go and collect at night lor. 
Then Wei Ye came and fetch us with Zhong Ping to Jackson house downstairs as Baby said he 
wanted to go and take a look at those small ones. After awhile Jackson, Zhong Ping and Wei Ye 
go off ler. Then Baby and i was there with e small ones. 
The way they practice is really so cute lor :) 
After an hour so then we went down to Westmall and collect e shirt for Daddy. And bought myself a top. Saw Tian Shun and peeps at Westmall while we are shopping for cny decos. Lols. Then after that cabbed home back to baby's house. As planned on thurs with Ah Ling and Hui Shan. Went to watch The Wedding game with e same peeps at Cine :) Was damn sway. Saw Mei Juan, Yen Loo at e ladies. So i guess will see more afterwards. 
No miss, saw Mr Dewey and Lois at e lift lobby. 
Think will get suan by them again if i get back to office ler :( 
Then after that was supposed to watch another movie de, but have some changes in plan. As baby have to wake up v early e next dae to do something, and i also have to work. So baby and i left earlier. Reached home at around 3plus. I will always remember wad u told me while u're driving. Promise* :) 

Baby woke up at 6.30am to do something. I was left alone at his room sleeping. Luckily baby reached home by 8am and wake me up if not gonna be late ler. Thou he was v v tired as he onli had 3hrs of sleep. But he still fetch me to work :) That may sounds normal but i dunno why i feel that is more than enough already. Bebe loves me :) 
So bored. Baby will be veri busy these few daes. So will not be meeting up 
for the time being :( 
Y time passed soooo fast? Nb :''( I'll have programmes by myself de :) Dun wrry bebe =D



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Thursday, January 22, 2009, 12:12 AM
♥Loves.

Bebe, Thanks for everythings that u've done. :) I noe u did pay attention to me and every small acts of me :) iloveyouu.

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009, 1:00 AM
♥Serious thoughts down in e heart.




HoooHoo~ Back to blog again :) Hmm, look, where shall i start? Hmmm.. Monday had lesson for economy. Omfg! Cant really catch up with the lecturer, due to something that is running in my mind. But was solved in e fastest time :) Had revisions almost every night when i reach home. Since when i became so studious? Lols. So bored. Had meeting one after another. Hooo. Didn't see before a person like me so busy before cny. I supposed the period before cny should be like kind of ORD mode? Lols. But anyway, Just put a false font in front of e bosses, just for e sake of bonus bah :)


Received darling's call while working. Was kind of heart broken to hear her cryings over e phone. Met her up during my dinner time. Sigh, Darling, What happen between u and ah Jon is merely a small mistake only. Those can be solved in no week's time. You are too harsh to slap him in front of every body's front, that includes her. Here are some pointers that i feel as woman wad we should do instead. Hope darling will get over it soon.

- When u are in love with a guy, Don't always think to keep ur distance between u and him. If you love him,Just tell him. Your words, may build up his confidence.

- If u dun love him already, Just tell him straight. Don't always think for him if he can take it or not. You may make him more hurt in e end.

- If you really love him, You should have trust in him. Tell him whatever thinking / decision running in ur mind, whether will he be supporting, every man would like their gf to depend on him.

- When he is out with his friends, give him wad ever pride that he have. Dun be awkward to be a lil women. Behind every lil women, its the guys' dote driving them into one.

- Man may also have their moody daes, Just like woman. Moody and short temper. Dun ever ask him whats wrong with him. Just stay by his side and be yourself will do.

- When he is out with his friends, whether be it, gatherings/ normal outings, Dun ever ask him why didn't he bring u along. They are always willing to be e kite that u are flying.
Once u have e string on ur hand, U will have everythin u need. Just let him fly. When its time,
jus pull it back.
- No matter hw strong is he, in their own world, they are still a kid. When he is stubborn , dun shout at him. Just be crazy with him. When he is cool-ed down, Tell him u love him :)

- Understand him, Dun give him stress, burdens. Let him free, Give yourself freedom. We should noe when we should step forward, when we should step backwards. And when we should stand in front of him, when we should hide behind him.Treat him as yourself and dote on him. Giving him his happiness and he will do e same to you too :)


Never for once that i blamed u for not having as much time to acc me :) We are not small kids anymore. We are grown ups. We have our own things to do. Own dreams to pursuit.
Although sometimes i admit that I'm a lil unhappy with it, but i will still put a smile on my face.
Cos i dun wan u to worry :D So let us work hard tgt towards our dreams ok? :) Looking forward to Friday :)



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Sunday, January 18, 2009, 7:20 PM
♥An Unexpected Event.



Hmmm, Met up with him on Friday after work. We went to Chinatown. 
Although e place is very boring, but it wasn't at all. Because everything seems to b perfect with him around.

Something happen terribly on sat. I cried not because e slap that the asshole gave is painful. I cried bcos he told me that e slap that he gave is from everybody including Tian Soon, Garfield. 
But its not true at all. =p Now then i noe, He didn't change at all. He is still as childish as before. So what if u tell others that u will still beat me if u see me one more time at Jurong? Do u think i will scared? Don't be proud ok? You are not e first one who slapped me anyway. The 1st slapped was from my dad, not u Asshole. Anyway, It not pain at all. Always i thought u changed alot from e time i left u till now. But i was wrong. Whatever. E slap that u gave really reflects on what kind of guy u are. Not only to me, To others too. U just looks plain stupid. But thanks aniwae, It let us see thru everything from that angle. Then i noe hw important I'm, in his small lil eyes.

Went to e movies with his peeps after that. Watched "Yes Man". The show was damn funny lor. Lols. On our way dere, in Hui Shan's car. She asked me why i will be with him. Hmmm, Actually i wanna answer ler, but........................... shy la. Lols. There's once i asked him this question too, his answer was 'Dunno eh, just got e feeling lor.' -.- The answer is There's a charm in him that i cant resist :)

Luckily, I have him there for me. Help me to think for a solution for everything.
That is e reason why i choose him. I believe my choice, whatever decision that I've made, 
i will nt ever regret. :) From e 1st dae when i talk to him, when i look into his eyes. 
I was fell into his trap :) Thanks for being there for me. 
Just a 'ilove you' from him, may melts my heart in anytime. 






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Thursday, January 15, 2009, 11:40 PM
♥First lesson for Business Economy






Yesterday, had lesson after work. Hoooo~ So excited. Can get to see my ChiaChia. Hahaha. Yesterday was e first lesson for Business Economy. The lecturer was damn interesting la. Keep kenna sabo by ChiaChia. Lols. As usual, had smoking break with ChiaChia, Jordan and Ben. Kenneth was absent from class. That ass is still in Holiday mood la. Until new year den he will come back to e class :) Hmmm, This molecule really sounds difficult. Not like Communications ler. Sigh. Must jia you. :)

After class supposing should be heading home, but to my surprise, 

HE came down and fetch me. Hahaa, I really didn't expect that he will come down all e way la. Cos my impression towards him is like veri busy de. So i dun dare to put too much of hope inside too.
But he still turns out dere :) He bought me to Red hill market and have our late dinner. :) Then after that he sent me back home :)

To ......
I'm Sorry. I noe u have waited for me for very long. I really dunno. The feeling when I'm with u and with him is different. Very different. I noe, U knew me inside out, from head to toe. I know why u will call me not to be together with him, but, i think is the mature trust between us. I trust him, and i trust u too. I believe he is not that sort of guys. If he is, if I'm e one who get hurts in e end. 
I will also nt regret. Cos this is what i choose. I cant blame anione for it. I always believe, 
U will respect my decision whatever i do, or wherever i go, Right? 
I'm sorry, that my appear confused u. You deserved a better choice. Really. 
Thanks for everything you did for me these few daes. I appreciated it alot. 
Hope u can really pull through these obstacle. I believe u can anyway, 
just like 2years ago how u tolerated. I know it was never easy before. But u still did it. 
对不起, Thats all i can sae already.


That 30daes was a challenge indeed. :P  

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 5:30 AM
♥My Weekend











Boooo~ So bored. Holidays gonna end. This Thurs have to go for lessons ler :( Hmm. I'm looking forward to get my results for BCE eh. :( Nervous sio. Lols.

Some updates on my life recently, had a great weekend :) Friday night finally met up with darling :) Went to have dinner tgt den walk around. Then darl left, went to esplanade chill. Aftermath Mervyn came and join me after his celebration for his friend's birthday. Chat n slack awhile. Then cabbed down to toh guan meet up with XiaoJun, Fu Jie n Jing Kun. Went to XiaoJun's place for mahjong session :) Cabbed home around 8am plus to 9.

Sat went to salon. Dyed and do some extension :) Weeee. Met TKC, went to Esprit, bought I blouse and 1 vest for new year outfit :) 
Hees, So happy. Got Esprit's Membership card.  After that went down to 244 meet Garfield, Tian Soon and Mervyn. Tian Soon tagging, cannot till too late. Then onli Gafield, Mervyn and I went down to meet Fu Jie, Jing Kun at ECP for Serene's 21th birthday. 
Was so excited can get to see them after so long :D 
And won $100plus plus. Can cover e expenses that I've spent on that dae. Gee :D 
Then Sundae went to buy new year goodie with daddy and ahdi for popo :) After that meet Mervyn and peeps for dinner :) They are still e same, as cute as before :D Met up with ahdi , Ks, Zhao Dong, Steph, Buddi, Sam at cwp. Steph bought 9pairs of fake lashes for me from Thailand :D Wooo. Then went to 166 eat. As a token of appreciation to Steph :) Then after that back to my house for mahjong session :D

Hmmm, Feel like changing my current job. Maybe wait for e bonus den fly off ler :) Imagine i have to take 1hr transport to dere and 1hr back home :( Waste time sio. I wanna ask ahdi's working place wanna hire admin or nt. Then i go dere werk ler. Imagine Year end bonus 7x $_$. Omfg.

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Wednesday, January 7, 2009, 11:39 PM
♥Random

世界上最遥远的距离是我站在你的面前而你却不知道我爱着你.



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Monday, January 5, 2009, 6:07 AM
♥Finally. Relaxed.




Hoooo, So long didn't blog ler. Was damn busy recently. Busy at work, cos its month cum year end. Agents submit sales till midnight x.x Shag man. And i was busy with my exams. And finally exams ended. Hoooo~ I was quite prepared for my exams la. But afraid cant pass eh :( Hmmm, Lets pray for the best. By the way, Happy New Year everybody :D Yes, Year 2009 will definitely be a good year for all of us :) Hmmm, Suddenly, yesterday got a guy (my gf's bf's fren) asked me this: "Why is it that you are still single? , Is ur standard too high? or u are too capable? "I really dunno how to answer. After 5minutes of thinking, I replied him: "Why don't u sae nowadays guys have low confident?" Lols. Correct? I also dunno y m i single. Lols. Anyway, I dun wanna lead a life like last time anymore. I would prefer mature guys now ;p Lols. On the new year's eve, while counting down, I told myself. This year 2008, I lose someone i love e most in my life(that may not applies now and ever), No use thinking already. We are not meant for each other either. What i can do is wish him all e best. I'll give him my blessings silently.
As for me, I have already used to being alone ler. Moreover, I still have my family, my friends, my darlings. I'm not alone.I just wanna enjoy my single life while i can. My Only Wish for 2009 is to concentrate on my career and get my diploma in e shortest time. :) Cheers Babies.


Goodbye 2008, Goodbye All e fucking memories. Goodbye everything and everything :)


Maybe what i need is just a companion instead of a bf. :)

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